"If I can't have you Mia Bella, No one will!" Those where his last exact words. I mean who does that. Who say that? How could you ever want to harm someone you love? Why would you not want to see them live? Why did Brian want to kill me? I was not safe no matter how far I traveled. It doesn't matter how far I run, I know that he will eventually find me like he always does. I have been living in fear for a very long time, New York was supposed to be fresh new start but I know the truth. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I burst out into tears, they where flowing like a river, I couldn’t do this. I cannot lead this man on. I mean I can't put his life in danger like this. I care about him that much. I can’t do this. I cannot be with him. I love him that much. I have been secretly been in lo