I found her. After all of these years. I finally fu.cking found her. When I was human, mates were not a thing. They still aren't among the humans, but back then it was different. Humans didn't even marry out of love. I spent my human life treating women as if they were nothing more than to pass the time. Which is exactly what they were. My goals were to win battles. No matter who my enemy may have been in the moment. I created quite the name for myself across the lands. Kings from across the world would hire me to help in their battles. Eventually I was able to create my own army. An army for hire instead of just my skills. Like all creatures, my life came to an end. It was during battle. I was betrayed by three people inside of my own army. I'm not sure why Abba thought I would be a