That whole last week that Jax was at home, he slept in my room every night, Elsie was putting together a black tie event as a send off for Jax and he was having a lot of meetings with his father in the office. I was trying to keep it together during the week, but it seemed to be going way too fast for me. I didn’t want that weekend to arrive because then I would have to say goodbye to him. I knew that it was going to be the hardest thing I would ever have to do and I was doing my best to try not to think about it. Jax and I were trying to be together and spend as much time together as possible, when I wasn’t busy with exams or he was busy with his father. Not a whole lot else mattered to us that week. We just needed to be near each other. And I could see how much it affected Jax. I