CHAPTER III: GRACE CITY (5)

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CHAPTER III: GRACE CITY (5) Therein the falls of a distant planet, where I have managed to obtain close experiences with other types of human beings who manage to assimilate a lot to the natives of my planet. I belong to a caring group, or tribes (as we call them) in a quite warm and tropical area, as for the place, it is an infinitely large area although I am located in the coastal areas of the land, having the opportunity to appreciate the splendid horizon every day; ingratiating myself with the rise and fall of the most dazzling star I have ever seen and also the consignment of a deep moon at nights where I find a connection with my home, when I manage to see the dim stars and the parade of thousands of stars that are presented in this place,; as if they knew we were watching it. It reminds me a lot of my visions as a child, when I could be flooded in the infinite amplitude of the cosmos while my Mother sang to me the songs left by the stars to our first ancestors. It is a beautiful place, and I have had the good fortune to adapt to it quite quickly, many times I think this was planned. I feel like they've been waiting for me here for a long time, which sounds like crazy. I have been living here for fourteen years that he had built within the Kingdom. He went into it, and it looked like a kind of maze. He didn't remember how complex this was. He settled on one of the planks, and sat on it. After some time in silence, he took a breath, and decided to vent "A love so beautiful, so beautiful, flourishes from my energy," he exclaimed, "an energy so pure and delicate. I have never felt so infused with love. I have never felt so many positive elements, as now. But, this version of me comes with a price. The other side of the coin. Immense waves of pain, of doubt, of agony, of confusion. I have visions filled with huge waves of hopelessness and instability. Dreams full of unpleasant currents of sadness, loneliness, depression, and of which I have no control. I have never had it. I thought they were gone, but these never left. It had never gone so deep into my heart. I don't understand why this is happening again. I feel like I can't take it anymore. I feel that life demands of me and I also demand of myself, but I can't take it anymore. I have achieved everything I ever dreamed of achieving, and yet I am stuck. I feel immobile, and although I want to advance, and want to fight one last battle to defend myself, I feel that I cannot. I feel alone, although I am not. Why do I feel this way? - I feel it has been too much –he continued–, and it is difficult for me to act with a fresh mind or fresh feelings. It is the saddest situation. I question my decisions and my actions every damn second. I always try to do my best. And I would like you to appreciate this. I would like you to appreciate this titanic effort I make to stay on my feet. For keeping faith, for believing in your grace. By continuing to believe that a miracle is possible. I would like something to appear to lift me up, something to lift us up. Not something that would sink me further, much less something that would sink this Kingdom. I would like life to recognize me and accept that I have done the best that I could, and that I do not deserve to be like this, no matter what has happened or may happen. I would like to feel appreciated for having the courage to love myself and others. I would like life to appreciate this effort to continue being a light for my people, even feeling this grief that has haunted me for years. I want to end this endless cloud of darkness. It is as if I am attacked by shadows and darkness, which do not belong to me, I am not to blame for them, I do not deserve them, but for some reason I must take responsibility for them. Why? It is not easy to live this alone, it has never been and I have committed myself to you, believing in you for trying to be better. I understood that it would take its time, I have been patient and I strive to remain so. You know where we come from and where we are. The change and improvement is undeniable. I want to be able to complete this puzzle and feel full and stable. I wish I did not feel so abandoned and so despised by everything that surrounds me. Not only am I a miraculous creation of yours, I am a human being, too. Not a perfect being nor do I pretend to be. I want your solid support. Do not give me something to sink, whatever you are giving me and you are going to give me I just want to hope that they are things to lift me up. I always decide to believe in you, and bet on you and the mystery of life, father. I only ask you please, do not disappoint me. I can't take a hit like this anymore. It is the most difficult moment of my life. Send me a sign, warn me, clear me up, as soon as you can. I'll be waiting for you, Elgoneth. The woman turned, and left the place. She thought she would feel better, and in a way she would if she did. But this actually made her more tense. She came to her bedroom, and as much as she tried to sleep she couldn't. She closed her eyes, and opened them again, expecting something. She was distracted, as it was already late at night. The King slept quietly and silently. Amalia then lit a candle, sat on her bed, and decided to read the Book of Leyra, which she reached by herself when she raised her left hand. "A little reading will distract me," he thought. It will help me sleep. The woman began to turn the pages, reviewing the book that she had accompanied him for ten years. The text glowed, and a few flashes of different colored lights emanated. Most of the spells she knew, so she got bored and she went on to the second part of the book where the general properties of Kepler's supernatural world were found. In it, there was a section called Statutes of Elgoneth, where the general rules of nature were broken down. She amalia began to read them, because she had not studied them for a long time and began to browse the General Laws of Protective Creatures. She started reading some laws, until she, she got to the Laws of Dragons / Raen. In it she began to read some of them until her gaze froze on one set of antiphons in particular. This she said. "7.1. A Raen will swear by his divine blood from the moment he is Four Rimerian years later, The Kingdom of Anaís was replete with towers and dwellings, vast fields and institutions, recreation facilities, and a splendid wall design, which stretched out over several acres of spring green. Inside him, love and goodwill reigned. The requirement of a generous King to impart a good conscience towards his locals, spilled a harmonious coexistence between them. The continued goodwill displayed by the beings of the realm allowed themselves a number of prosperous rewards. Rewards that were really small good harvests of love and empathy offered by the harmonious interaction of their extraordinary beings. The Kingdom was consolidated as a firm and protective one, transferring the revelation of his blood, and the exposed defense of his people. On all sides of the south, the great detection and defense of those of Anais was made known, and the consolidation of a new kingdom, apparently not as weak as it was reported. The traditions and customs of a people so connected with nature should not change, and in fact did not change. The ignition of the three bonfires remained, this allowed them to be much more aware. The cultivation practices and modality remained in the facilities, and in fact, the idea of preserving everything green that surrounded them was further reinforced. A culture wrapped in ecosocial problems, and how to continue working from a small joint that divides the great star with its own members; their own sons and daughters. These values were taught from a very young age, a custom that was operated to a lesser extent in the ancient society of Anaís. And beyond the educational advances, the bases of the decisions were born from a council, where Argon and Amara, despite being the highest entities, were part of a local council, which consisted of nine governors. And in it, the kings agreed to a commitment of will where the sound of their voices and the extension of their ideas remained as one more participatory opinion. Outside the council the kings were honored and respected, treated like the great founders of a city. The great rescuers of the remnant, and warm impellers guiding towards the great light that Elgoneth always promises to the good people of him. Seen as the supernatural, the respect of the people of Anaís for their new King, and collaboration on the part of all of them, was born. They were fighting for the good of their leader, and his leader was fighting for the good of his people.  I have dedicated myself to understanding the culture of these beings, and I have had the opportunity to explore the different behaviors and patterns of survival, and I dare say that they are not as different as the peoples of my star. They have certain essential limitations, but I have come to realize over the years that these beings are guided by their hearts and their feelings more than anything else. They have an incredible intuitive sense, which has allowed them to survive, adapt and work together as a species through different mechanisms. Even many times without rationally understanding how they learned them or how they know that these methods are effective. They give me hope to continue spreading the love teachings taught to me by the personalities of my mother and my grandmother. Since I arrived, there seems to be a future for the culture of our lands. It is a fertile planet for mystical advances. Everything you have read in these writings, are authentic narratives and tales of Leyra, The Mother of the Forests and Queen of the World by Kepler.  Authentic narrations in the handwriting of my grandmother. I have taken the time to translate all these writings, thanks to the help of an outsider whom I will describe in a few moments, and I have dedicated myself these last years to organize this story, with which I have fallen in love, and with which it means everything. for me. I have found no other purpose of being here alive, as the only survivor of my star, other than to tell the story of it, in order to disseminate its future teachings and reflections on the natural course that a kingdom of creatures can take. , of the level of importance that each of their decisions have, especially the consequences they cause, and how complicated things can become, just by not following our conscience, which is the true energetic link we have with life. I have dedicated my years to this extensive work so that it reaches the hands of the kings and queens of this star; Only in this way can we spread these messages, in order to produce a massive impact on your civilizations. After all, we are brothers, belonging to this same vital universe. We are one. It is important to me that some details are known. I came to this planet as I said earlier a few years ago; I understand why Oasis envisioned emigrating here. It is a quite habitable region, in fact, I would say that it is even more habitable than my planet. Its atmosphere is pleasant, its climate is generally suitable (except for some storms but nothing compared to the dangerous Kepler storms), there is a great abundance of natural resources and a great abundance of marine creatures, of which I consider unique on this planet. When I woke up, I felt bigger.  In fact, I was bigger. It was inside the capsule, but the capsule did not feel moving, in realidae it felt like it was buried. In my right hand I only had the writings, in my left hand the Book of Leyra, which has taught me impressive things, and on my forehead a stain of blood was gushing out, making clear a wound, perhaps due to the impact of the cabin to the surface. The calendar inside the capsule was quite strange, the truth all the capsule had codes and words that I had never seen, but the numbers were very similar. I was able to make a similarity in which I compared the Rimerian numbers and the Oasis numbers, and I was able to conclude that really about 2-3 Rimerian years had passed, which represented Represented a translation of about 4 calendar years
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