Shay
“This club is awesome, look at all the beautiful people,” I yelled to the girls and James.
“Maybe we’ll be able to find you someone tonight!” Isha yelled back.
I smiled but rolled my eyes. Really, I wasn’t sure even after almost a year that I wanted to start dating again. I hate to admit it, but I’m still kind of hurt. I’ll silently admit that my ego is slightly bruised. I gave Carson three f*cking years. How am I supposed to trust another person with my heart again?
I’m twenty-eight, almost twenty-nine. I want what Isha, Savvy, James and Ava have. I want that all-consuming love and I want a baby. God do I want a baby. Someone to call my own, that I know will never leave me. That’s probably an unhealthy way to look at things, but I want someone that will love me uncondition
