Carson He never saw me, he was so focused on Shay he had no clue I followed both of them. He thinks he can have her, but no one can have her but me. Yeah, I f*cked up. I did and said things I shouldn’t have. But everyone makes mistakes at some point in their life. No one is perfect. Well, except Shay. She really was perfection. She’s absolutely stunning inside and out. When she loves, she loves with all her heart and gives everything. I took that all for granted. Harriet Woods used her power to manipulate me and I fell for it, hook, line and sinker. She promised me money and power. She said I made her feel seen and young. I was flattered. I thought I could hide it all from Shay, but Harriet got jealous when she saw Shay and me out being lovey dovey while she was out with her h