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I’m FREAKING OUT! I texted Ava.
It was Friday night. She and I hadn't been able to get together. She had to fly home with Aaron to visit her family. She was so excited when she texted me after her birthday. She sent a picture of the ring and a picture of her and Aaron cheek to cheek as she held up her hand. I was so happy for my friend. I was also a little jealous. I know I shouldn’t be. I have four amazing men and they all claim I am the only woman for them, but that didn’t mean they wanted a lifetime commitment to me. I mean one of them at least has one with the baby on the way, but the others, they could drop me any time. It was still a fear of mine.
My BFF Ava: I’m on my way. Bringing a strawberry smoothing with an extra punch of protein. Be there in five.
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