Dawson I had a lot of rage in me. So much I could hardly contain it. After making love to our girl, I laid there as she slept in my arms, as my man’s arms were around my waist and my other two men’s arms around each other and Isha. I let my mind go back to everything she told us. She may think we did nothing wrong, but that isn’t true. We left her to fend for herself, even if we did leave her in the hands of our closest friends and new friendships. It still all came down to us. We may need to rethink how we do things. Maybe hire more men to take over the missions while we take care of the business side. I don’t think I could trust anyone with her again. I would miss the adrenaline rush of the missions and doing a job well done, but was that worth being away from her? I didn’t think so