I have never been in love, so I wouldn't know exactly how to describe a heartbreak. My life in the past few months has become a turmoil of losses and painful changes, my world was brutally shaken in such an irreversible way that I don't even recognize the girl I used to be - how could I even be her for so long? In the face of the extraordinary, the unimaginable and all of the unexpected events I have been put through against my will in this short amount of time, it's a little embarrassing that I'm able to find space in my heart to hurt over something so silly and childish and insignificant as unrequited love. But I was hurt, I was deeply hurt.
I think I fell in love with Alex somehow. And, for a solid moment, I believed he felt the same.
I was sad, a little depressed and absolutely not i
