Darius POV I stared down at her in disgust, unable to digest what just happened. What the hell was wrong with me? I'd participated but my mind had been filled with images of Amber as I took her, pretending it was Amber who I was thrusting inside of, Amber's cries I'd heard as she had an orgasm. Not Sophie's. Now I was left with the stark reminder that no matter how hard I pretended or tried to escape reality, Sophie would always be there, not the woman or girl that I love so much in real life. Boy, did it hurt and piss me off. Even my parents were no longer pretending and showing how much they despised Amber. "I can't believe how far you'll go for me to have s*x with you I growl "Have you no shame, Sophie? Or self-respect? How did it feel knowing that I was pretending you were someone el