I was having a hard time trying to stand up without wobbling because of the number of drinks I had on the plane but I could not help myself, being alone with Ryan after what he said to me just makes me feel hollow inside and I just needed a way out of it. Ryan led me to a seat and told me to wait there until he had got the key to our room, ‘what if we are sharing a bed’ I think to myself and at that thought I start breathing heavier but I am brought out of that thought when Ryan taps me on the shoulder. I move away from his touch and stand up to follow him to the elevator, I was hoping the elevator would be moving quickly because my feet were hurting me and I just wanted to sit down and relax for a couple of hours, as the elevator ping letting us know we were allowed to enter a sm
