Lauren's point of view
Zac just left, and it's kind of weird that I felt as comfortable with him as I did. It's also strange how attracted I am to him. It doesn't make sense; I shouldn't be attracted to anyone. I'm supposed to be partially connected to Nathan still. Maybe it's the emotional abuse or the distance combined with rejecting him, but I feel nothing for him. Nothing good anyway.
I feel pain thinking about it the whole situation because it hurt me so much to go through that, but none of that pain is because I miss Nathan. I guess it's hard to miss someone who has never said anything nice to me. He never spoke to me before we found out we were mated, and he was only cruel to me after. I keep wondering why Moon Goddess would pair us together.
I don't want to see Nathan ever agai
