Jo sat at the bed´s foot trying to feed James while he insisted on crying non-stop, being generally fussy and refusing to latch. It´d been almost a month and a half since he had been born, and now… despite her initial excitement, she was feeling nothing but drained, frustrated and irritated. But most of all, she felt awfully guilty. What was wrong with her? Why wasn´t she enjoying this as much as everyone else was? She wasn´t even having such a hard time doing house chores or anything really, Saul had always paid for a house keeping service and her mother-in-law brought her food every morning after Saul had left for work, making sure to help her bathing Jamie, holding him and giving her some time to eat, shower and change before leaving to her new interior design consultancy. Lorna had