CHAPTER 114 FRIYA I understood why addicts struggled to get out but couldn’t escape from the hole. They keep coming back, again and again even if they were aware that it was not good for them. Like my relationship with Miguel, I knew he was not my smartest choice but I still chose him. I knew there would be challenges. More than him I would be likely more hurt but I was paying no attention to it. Life was short and no one made me feel better than him. I liked the way he took care of me. I liked the way he poured his attention on me. I liked the way he made me feel loved. I craved him, every minute of the day and every night. It wasn’t just for the intimacy, although God knows there was nothing better than when he made me discover myself better. The bliss was real and I was coming