One year later....
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Savannah
I checked my hair in the car mirror for the third time in two minutes. I was almost hoping it didn't look good so I might procrastinate just a little while longer. But honestly, I have been pushing this off long enough. My fear has been taking the wheel for far too long and I'm tired of it. I'm ready for a change, I'm ready for them.
I just hope I'm not too late.
They have been waiting for me for years now. Years. I broke their hearts, more than once. But things have been better since I got out of rehab. We went from neutral to very interested in one another, or I did rather. They have always loved me. I never really understood why until recently. I'm pretty f*****g great when I'm not angry at the world...I just hope they still feel that
