Vivian's POV I can't eat, I can't sleep, I don't even want breathe at this point. I just want to die. I don't feel like living anymore, not if I have to live without William. Why did he have to do that to me? to us? He ruined me, he ruined what he had. William cheated on me. I'm a feminist and I'm a strong woman, what kind of message will I be sending if I stayed with this man? What advice would I give next time a woman who ask's me about how to deal with a cheating husband? I mean how would I tell other women to stand up for themselves if I can't stand up for my own damn self? I can't believe that I've spent a whole week in bed crying myself to sleep because a man did what men do best, cheat. I mean what's wrong with me? Every man I get ends up cheating on me. Am I really that bad? I