Hope's POV
I am not sure about a lot of things right now. I don't know what my future with Xavier is going to be like. I don't know if he will leave me or if he will just make this marriage work. All that I know is that I am falling for this man and it is scary. I have been feeling it for days, that feeling you get when you think of someone like your world suddenly isn't enough when they aren't near you.
I tried to push it out of my mind, but when I said those vows, I knew that they came from the heart. Everything I said to him, I meant it. Still, I can't ignore the fact that Xavier is not much of a sharer. The man is like a huge brick wall and other times, like an exploding bomb. I saw how he was with Bethany.
Whatever it was that they were talking about was intense. I know that they
