Hope's POV
There are things in this life that we can't control, and then there are things that are in our control. Last night I made a decision, followed a friend's advice and I won't lie, it was the best night of my life. I felt Xavier everywhere. Everything that he has done for me has continued to show me that he is in this as much as I am.
I didn't want to admit it but I think that I am falling in love with my husband. I suppose that is what is expected of a married couple. If only we were like any other married couple. I don't know how Xavier is feeling, I don't know if he feels like I do. All that I know is that it would break my heart if he didn't.
No one told me that falling in love would be this hard. I am risking my heart, giving Xavier something I have never given to anyone
