I shook the bad memory away. Ever since that day, I never saw my mother anymore... ang sabi ni papa, hindi niya nasalba kahit man lang ang mga labi nito dahil sa pagsabog ng kung ano mang lugar na pinuntahan nila. They had to leave her there. For good. Therefore, there wasn't any proper burial.
Hindi na rin namin pinag-usapan pa ni papa ang insidenteng nangyari kahit na gusto kong magtanong at nagtataka na ako. How did mom died? What happened exactly? But I choose to stay quiet. I was being considerate for him since I know it must be tough for him, losing the only woman he ever loved. But I remembered him promising me that he'll tell me what really happened... he promised me... but he never had the chance.
That was ten years ago but it was still clear to me. Napaisip ako nang ilang sanda
