Abbigail's POV
I am not proud about what I did to Theodore but I feel like I have no choice. I will be the first to admit that I am probably the most undecided and confused person in the world. I suppose I could also say that I am complicated. I'm the one hand I want nothing to do with Theodore and on the other hand I feel like the only place for me is by his side. Tracey was right, Theodore is like a bad cancer, once you have it, you can't get it away.
No actually he is like the bad case of herpes, no matter how much you treat it, keeps on coming back. I don't want to feel like this, I don't want to want him, I hate that I feel that way for him. On the one hand I have seen my son a couple of times since he went to stay with his father for a while and I am proud to say that he has manage
