Theodore's POV I am trying, God knows that I am trying but with every day that goes by, I find myself falling deeper and deeper into darkness. I know that Diana is carrying my child but I don't think that I want to spend the rest of my life with a woman I don't love, we are living in the twenty first century where there is something called co- parenting. This means that parents don't necessarily have to be together in order to raise a child together. I am even wondering if Diana didn't get pregnant on purpose. I was lying in bed with Diana sleeping next to me when I realised that I couldn't do this. I know that my father is worried about me and I think that he is wrong about Abigail, I know that she wants a family because when we were together, we spoke about having children of our own,