Esmay's POV
You know life is something else. I look at the twins growing up and I can't help but think about my past. Seeing Abigail with her children makes me reflect on the decisions I took as a young woman and I can say that I am not proud of them. I was eighteen and alone, no parents to help me out and definitely no baby daddy. I didn't plan on getting pregnant but I knew that I couldn't get an abortion and a part of me is happy that I didn't go through with it. I had help but my burdens weighed heavy on me.
I have been keeping a secret for almost three decades and I haven't had a problem with it, not until now. Abigail's father and I are in a good space right now. We are making a huge progress and I am learning to forgive him more with each day that goes on. Some days are better th
