Winter POV
The voice in my head is getting stronger, more insistent all the time. It's bloodthirsty, wants me to hurt the people I love and it's taking all my willpower to remember who I am anymore, let alone avoid doing anything the voice tells me to do. Kai is suspicious of me, I know he is. He might not have said anything, but his eyes are so intent when he watches me, like he's waiting for me to do something in front of him. Does he suspect that I'm changing? Part of me hopes not, but the more logical part of me is screaming out that he knows, that he's come to his own conclusions.
The fever is still ongoing. But the rest of it, the fatigue, the sore joints, all of that has disappeared and to be honest I've never felt better in my whole life. But I still can't speak to Sabriel. I mis
