Adonis: It’s been 10 months. 10 months since I have been with Marko. 10 long, excruciating, and lonely months. I did this to my self I know that! The reason I keep telling myself is that he needs to be happy. That’s all I can do is let him go. The first month hurt really bad. My heart hurt from pushing him away. So, I drive my self into my work. Into the warrior training my dad had started. I drive myself into improving the compound. I made him leave the compound a few times that first month. He called and texted and I ignored it. I was hurting myself and him so bad but I couldn’t stop it. I couldnt make myself dial his number and ask him to forgive me. Then the pain came from my wolf. She was dying for him. She was crying out for his touch. She was bur