I'm sorry I don't know how to holds Your heart I'm sorry I'm not ready for you I'm sorry I can't forgive myself I wipes my tears off but I can't stop them from falling. " Emily listen to me... I said I put the spoon down on the counter. She turned her face toward me and said, " O Lara stop crying, if you don't stop crying. I'll never talk to you again " " Okay Okay, don't get mad on me. I'll try to not crying " I said " Good, now go sit on the dinning table. I'll bring soup for you and don't cry" she said I shake my head in agreement... I went to dinning room and pull the chair, sit on the chair. Emily bring a bowl of soup for me. She put the bowl on the table and sit on the chair. " Lara finished this bowl and what you want to talk to about " she I grab the spoon and took a