At first I felt dizzy - not with the kind of dizziness that makes the body reel but the kind that's like a dead emptiness in the heart an instinctive awareness of the void
I reached at my home and I told Emily to stay with me today because I don't want to be alone, but unfortunately she had to go to her office, but she promised me that she will stay with me tonight. She went to her office and I shut the door and went straight to my room and open the closet. I put on sweatpants and sweatshirt and went downstairs to the kitchen.
I grab the water bottle and gulp the whole bottle then I went to living room and sat on the couch. I grab the phone and call Sarah.
" Lara where are you? you know James ask me hundred times where you went" she said
" I'm home and tell him don't worry about me. Sa
