I stairs at my reflection In the Mirror
Why Am I Doing This To Myself
" Oh No, I can't do this. I can't lie to him anymore. What am I doing I can't look into in his eyes? I want to go home " I thought
I open the door and James was standing at the door.
" James, what are you doing here? I said
" I was worried about you, are you okay Lara," James said
" Yeah I think I'm fine, I think we should go back to our table," I said
James offers me his hand but I hesitate to hold his hand. I told him that I can walk without holding his hand. He grins and said, " I don't think so you always stumbled on heels so that's why to hold my hand "
I hold his hand and walked towards the table. I sit on the chair and because of anxiety, I can't stop myself from drinking. I drink a whole glass of wine.
