" My tears fall on the paper and I wipe my tears off and fold the paper. I get up from the chair and went to open the window. I sit near the window and glance outside. I bent down to my knees and rest my head on my knees and said, " I always love you James till I died, you always be in my heart" The next morning. I have been sleeping on the chair the whole night. I felt a massive pain in my back, first I thought I should call Sarah and tell her that I'm not coming to the office today but then I glance at my hand, I was holding the letter and said, " I should give this to James before I changed my mind and the courage I gathered to tell him everything" I took a quick bath and put on jeans and cropped top, and over that, I put on a leather jacket and a pair of airforce shoes. I quickly