The Queen's POV I don't know how long I have been here but I know that they are pumping with bad drugs. I don't even know my left from right. Everything is just so confusing. If there's one thing for sure is that my husband will keep me here if I don't give him what he wants. I didn't want to do it because I thought that I had the situation under control. He has proven to me that I have lost all my control. I have been locked up in here alone, no phone calls, no visits and no one who believes me that I am not crazy. I have been fighting it but now I am starting to think that they might be right. The doctor said that I am going to have my session with the psychiatrist again today. They told me that they would he trying a different method. The doctor said if I am really sane the I should