Abigale POV I kiss Luca like he is the air I need. Wondering if I was going to live or die put a lot of things in perspective for me. I thought about if I would never see Luca again or if I would never know what he would feel like inside me. As I continue to kiss him I reach down and start to rub his c**k through his pants. He grabs my hand to stop me. "Abigale I don't think we should do that tonight after all you have been through." Are you telling me no Luca? "I'm not saying no I just want you to be sure and I think you might be acting based on all the sh*t that happened today." Bullsh*t I am, I have wanted you since I met you. I have never been turned on by a man like I am by you. I told you before I wasn't saving myself for marriage I just was never into a guy enough