Julie's POV:
The weekend went by really quickly and Derek didn't act any different around me than he normally did before we had s*x together. It was as if nothing happened at all. It helped make everything feel as it was before. It made me feel better and not quite as worried that any feelings had changed between the two of us. The only thing that happened is now that it's happened, a part of me wants to do it again. I loved the way he made me feel and he was actually really good at it. He had a lot more stamina than I thought he would at his age.
Of course, it still wasn't the same as it was when I was with Blaze but I think a lot of that has to do with the fact that I don't love Derek like I loved Blaze. Just that loving connection that Blaze and I had made it so much better i
