Julie's POV:
My heart was beating so hard in my chest that I thought it was going to breakthrough. It even hurt it was hitting my ribs so hard. I could tell by what he had just said that he knew who I was and why I looked familiar. What I couldn't tell, though, was if he was disgusted by what I have done or repelled by all the scars that I know that he had seen that day. I couldn't even tell if he was okay with everything that he has realized and if he was going to stay with me or not. I mean, what if he's just going to be nice to me for the time being until Derek gets out of the hospital and then kicks me out? What if he does kick me out and then I never see him again?
Is he going to be mad at me for not saying something to him sooner? Will he think that I led him on in hopes to weasel
