Julie's POV:
I couldn't believe I just told Devon about how Frank won't let me leave the house. It was as if I no longer cared even though I'm scared of what he might do. It's like I'm scared of his actions but not about how he feels. This possible act of him wanting Derek dead, I think, has caused me to no longer care about Frank's emotions or well-being. Even though I don't think I feel the same about him anymore, I don't know if I should have said what I said to Devon. Telling him means my past might get told and I don't know if I want him to know.
It worries me that he will change his mind about being interested in me and I don't think I want that. I also don't know if I want someone I want to be intimate with to know all the things I have gone through. All of the men I have touched
