Julie's POV:
"...but I'm not so broken that I can't handle a single kiss," I told him.
I need to know that I can move on from my past. I need to know that I can try to have a relationship with someone and I need to know if that someone could be Derek. I'm sure he could take care of me and he would treat me well but that isn't enough for me to give him my heart. It helps that I do find him attractive for his age and he is appearing to be aging well but I still don't know if I can move on past the age difference. It's also hard sometimes to fully trust him or Frank because of the things that were done to me at the hands of a man.
I also think about Blaze quite often. I'm not sure if I can move on from my love for him. Maybe a part of me is still hoping that Blaze and I could be reunited
