Several months have passed since I came here, and Bastian does the same thing every night. He comes, we have s*x, and then he leaves. I don’t know why I keep opening the door for him; yes, the s*x is good, but I don’t like to feel used, and that is precisely what he is doing.
I have tried to get him to mark me or even mark him myself, but he refuses. He wants to find his fated mate and stupidly believes he has one. I don’t think he does; the gods don’t give mates to evil people, and Bastian was not good.
I have been having long talks with Azazel, who told me that the Goddess has several plans. I don’t like that. Lilith was responsible for my mother’s creation, and the Moon Goddess formed the bond between my mother and father. I want to destroy them all; their stupid plans caused my suff
