I'm a damn indecisive, yes, and I think most of the people around me would feel the same way, plus, some of them would want to give me a tap on the head to see if I finish putting things in their place. I don't know how to feel about that "I love you" that Gina had blurted out, leaving me mute and unable to do or say anything halfway coherent. Fortunately, she only went to the bathroom and when she came back, she started talking about trivial matters as if nothing had happened, for which I was very grateful. She had taken it philosophically and naturally, as if she had just mentioned the weather. But she seemed even more affable and on top of that she gave me time to breathe and calm down, because no matter how much I turned my head around, I couldn't find the peace of mind I needed.