EZRA I look at the broken screen of the phone and reread her last message over and over again, as I feel the hole in my chest getting bigger every time, I know I shouldn't have done that, I shouldn't have hit that i***t, even if it felt good it was a huge stupidity of me to do it, and now she will hate me more than ever after everything that happened today, after what I told her and did, she probably won't want to talk to me again. "But that was the point, wasn't it?" I tell myself as I walk back to that miserable shack I call home. My father asked me to get close to her as soon as he found out that she was attending that university, he did his best to arrange the transfer from my other university where I was doing quite well, and he brought me here to serve him as a pawn in hi