LUCIA
I can feel my heart pounding so fast on my chest and even on my ears , I am trembling from head to toe , and I hold my breath for so long that now I am starting to feel dizzy , despite being the sober one I can’t seem to be able to form any coherent thought , I am so lost on his blue eyes that for a moment I forget about the rest of the world.
For a tiny fraction in time , I am completely oblivious that the man on top of me has hurt me more than anyone else in this world – besides , of course , my own father - , that he has sought opportunities to humiliate me , to lead me on and then shatter my hopes like they are nothing , and above all , that he is totally drunk.
But like I said , it was just a tiny fraction of time that leaves as fast as it arrived , because now I am upset , n
