LUCIA With each page that I pass a strange feeling settles even deeper inside of me , and I know that I have to stop but it will be impossible to stop reading , my curiosity it's too big for my own good , but I also know that I should stop because at some point they will notice my absence and probably will start looking for me ; I was only supposed to come to confirm that my name was not in the book , but curiosity got the best of me and here I am , devouring the pages of this stupid book one by one. I still can't believe how many girls Joshua has slept with in just over three years , I always knew that it was incredibly easy for him to attract women , and even men , even though he was not interested in all those girls , much less in boys , I also know that he has never been the one who