LUCIA I have been tossing and turning in my bed all night , I can't seem to find a comfortable enough position to sleep , my bed feels especially cold today , even though summer is starting , and the temperature has already risen several degrees. Every ten minutes or so I pick up my phone and read for the thousandth time the text message responsible for my lack of sleep: " I was wondering if tomorrow you are free to go out to dinner with me? I would love to take you to an Argentine restaurant that is new in the city and so I can show you what a real churrasco is , please let me know if you want to go there or if you might prefer to go to the movies? ... Thiago" That sounds a lot like a date , right? God , I don't know if I am ready to start dating again , I don't kn