LUCIA
I can’t help it , every time Joshua is near me I start having all these wild thoughts , dirty ones , my mom would say. I can’t concentrate on anything else when he is around , I could literally see people’s mouths moving, but I don’t understand a single word of what they are saying because I can feel him by my side.
And on this last couple of days that I have been at the hospital , he has been here a lot, which is making me look like an i***t every time I have to ask someone to repeat what they had just said , or when I nod when I am supposed to say no , or just simply by saying “ Hmm Hmm ” every two seconds , just because Joshua is standing too close or smiling at me with those damn dimples of him, and it's impossible for me to focus on anything else.
I think my family and frien
