Unforgiveable

Chapter 1: The Mornings After                                                                                 Crissy's Pov:                                        Ugggghhh! I yelled, while I was yawning and stretching at the same time. I hated waking up the next day to the sun kissing my face but no man there to do the same. My bed was cold, lonely, and empty, well besides me and my super sweet cat Ginger. You see Ginger is more like an assistance animal. She loves on me when I'm feeling lonely and she keeps me company, especially on days like this when I know I need her the most. Days like this when I'm depressed the most. Let me tell you what today is I know your confused.                                       Today is the day that my military husband returned back to work. He comes home for short periods but then he leaves for even longer periods. Why did I marry him? I married him because I loved him. There was NO ONE that I fancied starting a life with more then Tavias. See, he had this softness to him that I loved and have loved ever since we were in middle school. We went from middle school sweethearts to a married couple. I mean yeah we had our breakups but he's never cheated and he's never not been there for me. Don's get me wrong it definitely isn't easy having a military husband its actually quite lonely but I took those vows and I wasn't prepared to break them. I wasn't prepared to break HIM! Normally I liked spending money shopping and having friends over but I was getting lonely. I needed something to do. So this time around in my spare time while he's away, I decided that I would do something to stay busy and focused while the time passes and I wait for his next return.                                  I decided that I would get a job in the field I loved most. I love love love to cook. I had actually been on a cooking show called " The Chef's Line" on Netflix but I lost the first round. They told me that I was a great chef but my competitor just made a dish that was a little better than mine. I was proud though that day and I vowed that I would never give up cooking that I would only strive to be BETTER. So I took up a job that would give me as much passion as my husband its at a restaurant called " The Way To Your Heart"