Teacher's Pet

Chapter 14

Me: he was an asshole and he was bad he tried to rape me he abused me 

Grandma: well he was bad news and I told you baby that you should never deal with a man bullshit

Me: dad won’t tell me stories about mom and I know you have many can you pleses tell me 

I sat down and Sebastain sat next to me I know my grandma dosen’t like this but I don’t care I want the two amazing peolpe in my life I want them to be happy

Grandma: you remember the same way I use to make cookies with you when you were little we did the same even after she was marride and had a child she would still come over and make those cookies and  I made them with you 

Me: yeah what was mom like 

Grandma: she feel for the wrong guy she believe in love she thought love will save her I gave her everything in life and it was just me and her she took my last name because she had no father she has sprem donor and I paid top money for not to look into Jane when she grew up and Alexis with me in New York and I showed everything and your dad wouldn’t give me you he gave me her 

Hearing my life story in my grandma point of rew was good but at the same I wanted to just write get back to me and I asked my grandma if there was a old typewriter that I could use 

Me: grandma I wanted to write 

Grandma: you remind me of my mother we wrote a book about my life a mother who had a sprem donor and she had a kid and it was about my life before my life started 

Me: wow there a chance you have paper and 

grandma : yeah the writing for Lemon take Lizzie to the writing room 

Me: and you too get a long plesase

I went to a room and started to write the horro 

* The  wind was hot to the touch and the monring was hot the sun touched my face my house that my parent bought just to tell me that they come from rich family and I hate it “Star” I heard a call that sounded from a ghost if gosh could talk they could here it all  the words I say the thing the ghost

It was a knock on my door nothing happend my dad walked in he was mad as s**t he didn’t like that was here in my 

Dad: where going home 

Me: no I want to stay what with you and grandma anyway 

Dad: she lies to she dose anything just to get you to be like your mother and that your her where going or you can stay here and have nothing to do with me 

I grabbed my stuff I didn’t want to chose between my dad and my grandma and I didn’t choses 

Me: I jsut need a few days 

I got into Sebastain car he follwed me to the car I just wanted to get away I have to chose a life and I don’t want to choses but Alexis will always be the waken apple in my dad eye and I know that and I will not 

Me: Sebasatin i’m moving in with my grandma you won’t see me for a few days and I don’t know my dad kicked me out here that asshole but I just need a few days away and we should get away for your brithday which is friday but I will be staying at a hotel until I think about my life and I will still be going to school 

Sebastain: maybe I can stay with you i’m looking into moving out I need place of my own that not tracked down with your dad yes and no like you have to ask him in everything you do 

Me: thank you that how I feel like he let Alexis live with her but when I at least vist it wrong like come on dad don’t start this bullshit now

I needed to get my anger out on anything I just didn’t know what to do when I told my friends to meet us at the country club I knew I could do something like when the drive there was gone and I thought what could I do what Sebastain I thought about playing golf but didn’t know how but I went to the locker room and change into my sweats they were pink with the blue strip and light blue strip and white strip at the bottom and I walked out the locker room and I just decide to put my stuff in Sebastain locker then we went to the and he said we can order food and we can go play golf while we were doing s**t I loved him 

*me: hey can you meet me in the place closet I just need to get laid today please don’t explain why but I just need to get laid today

*Sebastain: okay how about not in a closet cause there cleaning it today 

When I walked out the locker room to see Pam was about to walk in the locker room and she gave me evil smile and I didn’t say thing in the kitchen I didn’t want to I wanted to start to cook for the peolep in the Mr.Beck walked in 

Me: hey is the book still in offer 

Mr.Beck: yeah they are go look at book you want and take them 

I didn’t know how I felt about giving Mr.Beck walked in and I grabbed the books I want and Sebastain walked in he wrapped his arms around me and started to kiss my neck and smiled I looked at my phone at hotel I could get anything done I needed a break from my dad  he called my phone 

*Me: i’m getting a break i’m picking up my uinform and other stuff for school okay 

*Dad: what do you mean Eilzabeth you will come home if don’t your out okay 

*Me: you keep saying that like you want me gone do you cause I will okay kick me out I will leave

Me: ugh I hate my dad I have to go deal with this i’m sorry 

I stormed out the room stomoping and rolling my eyes and cursing out my Justin walked up to me

Justin: what wrong peaches 

Me: my dad an asshole okay he keep threating to kick me out and I left now I had to find a plan to were the hell i’m going to live 

Justin: that sucks 

Me: yeah it dose but I will fine away my dad can just deal with it  

I made an called to my grandma and asked her if I could live with her for a while and she told me yes for as long as I need to and I think her Sebastain walked in the lobby this was a hard thought to think that my dad would ever want me out the house 

Me: I found a place my grandma said I could stay with her now we have to find a place for you don’t get me wrong my grandma dosen’t like you and I would really want to bring you a long 

Sebastain: it fine okay 

Me: I will find you a place okay I got you okay I will not leave you until you fine a place 

Sebastain: it fine Liz I got it anyway okay 

Me: you know what okay 

I didn’t listen to him and I looked thought my phone and there was this house that had two rooms and two bathroom one in the room the main and one out near the other one by the other Sebastain sat in dinner hall I put the phone and over his head and showed him the place and I can’t take a no 

Me: what do you think 

Sebastain: yeah it good and I can aford it and it nice and you would have a room or you can share a room with me and that could be a room that when we have guest 

Me: yeah that could work 

I send him the info of about the place amd he could look at it and I know he may want it he smiled at the place and moved to the side to take a call about the place and I was glad that I could help

Justin: let talk about Sebastain party 

Me: he didn’t want one and i’m not giving him one that he dosen’t want okay 

Justin: you know what he always says that and when he get one he over the moon about it 

Me: you can do one I will not be about it 

Sebastain: what are you guy talking about 

Justin: nothing important 

Me: just share he not going to like it 

Sebastian: like what 

Me: Justin want to give you a party and I told him that you didn’t want one 

Sebastain: yeah I don’t want a party and don’t give me one 

Me: I told you that one 

Justin: why can’t you be that girlfriend to go to it behide there back 

Me: nope I tell him almost everything even if I don’t want to

Justin: wow okay let me guess couple goals 

Me: no there only one thing I didn’t 

Justin: your carrying a baby 

Me: wait what no I mean I could be I don’t know 

I laugh at  him and Sebastain eyes widen up and he didn’t like that joke when Ashley and Victoria walked over Samantha will be here later Ashley and Victoria being here made it more easy after that baby joke 

Ashley: what we miss 

Justin: Lizzie has a baby 

Me: no it a joke okay I am not with a baby that will take a lot of trying but not now maybe in the after college and in my late 30’s 

Sebastain: yeah I can agree with that 

Me: oh but Sebastain found a place and i’m moving in with my grandma dad ketp threating for me to leave there for I will 

Ashley: I will miss you in around the house but it will be nice to visit your grandama she has a nice house

Sebastain: she dosen’t like me 

Ashley: she dosen’t really like anyone really don’t get it to you head 

Sebastain: yeah but I think it would be nice that the person that more imporatant to my girlfriend that dosen’t like me

I know that it was sweet that my boyfriend wants to be get to know and befriend my grandma it was sweet in a number of ways okay I at least he wasn’t like the who want to his girlfriend to be his and only his like Luke wants Victoria to be but it dosen’t seem right to me that he dose 

Justin: were still throwing you a party 

Me: there no we in you 

Justin: come on 

Me: he dosen’t want a party and I’m not helping you throw something he dosen’t want okay he said no

Sebastain: see she get it why don’t you 

Me: hey can you get me a lemon water plesae

He walked away of course I was planning him a party that was a given of me being his girlfriend when he says no I say yes I smiled and I know it wrong to be doing it after he said no but what type of girlfriend would I be 

Me: what are you planning on doing for his party 

Justin: why you will just tell me to stop 

Me: no I won’t okay I have to not tell Sebastain something like he dosen’t need to know everything you know 

Justin: okay good I sold you onto the idea 

He came back with the water I had to think of a lie quick like one that I can use to leave but I don’t think anything  and I did think of one just in time as well my grandma did when she called 

Me: I have to take this but thanks for the water 

My grandma was asking me many question about the living space and I just told her whatever was okay with her and she asked if she send the movers over to the house to get my stuff I said that will be fine we hung up and I walked back to the table 

Me: did we order yet cause I have to go i’m sorry but who getting the dog 

Sebastain: I could hold her until you get done with moving and s**t but do you need me to drive 

Me: umm no i’m fine I need to talk to my dad anyway 

I gave him a peck on the cheek and left 

Sebastain Pov

Okay I felt like I was being lied to from the water to the phone call like what the f**k was going on with Lizzie and now Justin acting werid 

Sebastain: what going on with you and Lizzie 

Justin: what are you talking about 

Sebastain: you guys are acting werid okay she just all sudden have to leave 

Justin: I don’t know what that was about but she was dealing with her she your girl talk to her 

Sebastain: it not my right to get into her business anyway I should just let it go 

Justin: what did you think was going on we were dating behind your back I would never 

Sebastain: Lizzie wouldn’t eirther 

Justin: how do you know 

Sebastain: don’t start that s**t with me 

What the f**k is wrong with him I didn’t say bad s**t when he has Ashley and Lizzie told me stuff like she dosen’t settle for one person but yet I didn’t say anything cause his my best friend I want him to be happy but I have to put him down for talking s**t about Lizzie I walked outside and Lizzie was sittung on a bench crying 

Sebastain: are you fine 

Lizzie: yeah I am i’m great I have to go

Lizzie pov

After I walked out I order an uber and called my dad and told him what I was going to do and he was mad yelling all over the phone cursing and I knew that he was drunk and I asked Alexis is the one who lived there and he told me beacuse she Alexis you Lizzie my baby and it hit me my dad had a favorite he didn’t want to share and I was crying cause it tok my dad being drunk to share his true feelings all I had to say was I had to go dad and that this break will be good for us and he asked me the last thing was are you too going on break I didn’t think of it were me and Sebastain like should I don’t know I think were strong enough to deal with a break 

Me: Sebastain we need to talk 

Sebastain: about what 

Me: think you should sit down 

Sebastain: I don’t think I don’t like this 

Me: well it maybe a good thing it may not but I think we should talk about it 

He sat down next to me on a bench I didn’t know how to start this we should go on a break talk I don’t want to do it but we won’t be around that much with school that really it knowing my grandma she going to have my life planned for as long

Me: I think we should go on a break 

Sebastain: what why 

Me: because were going to be away from each other alot like I think it could be a closes break we could see just wait until we get back together or it can be open and we can see other peolpe while were on this break but it all up to you 

Sebastain: what about on the break we can still hook up right 

Me: yeah most likly but I will be busy 

Sebastain: you keep saying that what do you mean busy 

Me: when i’m with my grandma things get werid since her parent were high class 

Sebastain: they were Blakes easy to say 

Me: yeah well you get it my great granparents are rich yeah and i’m my friend don’t even know this well they know she gain money from her parents but not that he was gang money mixed with family money and thay could never know 

Sebastain: okay why are you scared that anybody know about family past they have 

Me: who do you know that will be proud that there great grandfather was a gangster i’m not I would been fine if they would have been fine I have to go 

Sebastain: I can drive you 

Me: I don’t know if that would be a good idea Sebastain bear my grandma sending a limo you know (wishpered) cause my family famous no pictures please

I should be happy with my life and I am but some time I feel like my family had issue and they need to be fix and that when the car came I gave him a kiss on the cheek and went into the car in the car there was wine and cheeses and grapes I took some cheeses in crakcers and poured some wine and it was werid what did my mom think about the life she had the life 

Sebastain Pov

When she was crying she and I asked what wrong she told me to sit down I sat down ans I looked at her like I knew something bad was going to happen 

Lizzie: I think we should go on a break

Sebastain: what why 

Lizzie: because were going to be away from each other alot like I think it could be a closes break we could see just wait until we get back together or it can be open and we can see other peolpe while were on this break but it all up to you 

Sebastain: what about on the break we can still hook up right 

Lizzie: yeah most likly but I will be busy 

Sebastain: you keep saying that what do you mean busy 

Lizzie: when i’m with my grandma things get werid since her parent were high class 

Sebastain: they were Blakes easy to say 

Lizzie: yeah well you get it my great granparents are rich yeah and i’m my friend don’t even know this well they know she gain money from her parents but not that he was gang money mixed with family money and thay could never know 

Sebastain: okay why are you scared that anybody know about family past they have 

Lizzie: who do you know that will be proud that there great grandfather was a gangster i’m not I would been fine if they would have been fine I have to go 

Sebastain: I can drive you 

Lizzie: I don’t know if that would be a good idea Sebastain bear my grandma sending a limo you know (wishpered) cause my family famous no pictures please 

Her car came she gave me a kiss on the cheek and left wow I just lost it like what was I supposed to do my brithday was this weekend and I will be drunk while Justin planning a party that he know I f*****g don’t want 

Lizzie pov

When I got to my grandma she was on her phone on postmates why was she planning on having someone bring our food here don’t get me wrong I have no issue with having my food being handeed me the phone to order what I want okay well I wasn’t hungry I just felt like I broke up Sebastian and on the week of his brithay and I feel bad 

Grandma: what wrong with you 

Me: I just can’t eat like i’m not hungry 

Grandma: what did he do should I get my gun 

Me: grandma no okay he didn’t do anything it was me okay I asked for a break but it felt like a whole break up 

Grandma: ; well did he take as one 

Me: I don’t know but I did it felt like my whole world was just broken because of it and I don’t know what to do like I did it cause we wouldn’t have time for each other but like busy like I don’t know and I just thought this break was good an I just thinking about it now but I think we should go out to eat 

Grandma: our food should be here 

Grandma here order an rice bowl with meat well steak and beans now I order an cookie and that was it and when she came I grabbed my cookie and went into my room before I did my granma stop me 

Grandma: you need to eat something Eilzabeth 

Me: i’m fine I have to do homework anyway 

Ashley started to text me as I walked up the stairts to the room i’m at I laid on the bed while I was laid ing in the bed 

^Ashley: you live with you grandma now 

^Me: yeah I told you 

^Ashley: I thought yu were joking 

^Me: nope okay that was real 

^Ashley: well you guys are also on the break 

^me: yeah we did okay we did why dose it matter to you that we did okay good bye 

It was 2 o’clock and my grandma knocked on the door and I told her to come in and she sat on the bed I threw the phone on the bed 

Grandma: where going shopping you can get clothing 

Me: no i’m fine I just want to stay here and sleep and die inside 

Grandma: no me and your dad are keeping tabs on you  

Me: I’m fine okay 

I thought like what the flying f**k my dad didn’t know now they talk what the f**k I rolled my eyes and smiled I know I had my head in my mind to long and that I should like I should say something

Me: yeah I guess 

Grandma: are you still mad about that teacher come on Eilzabeth

Me: no okay I miss my kid

Grandma: kid 

Me: no let me re-fix that it a dog Recbcca my teacup yorkie Sebastain gave me it like my kid okay I didn’t want to bring her here

Tommrow was the day that we go to uinform free and I want to look nice but for my self and this was nice I could go shopping

Grandma: we are going shopping okay get ready I have the car drive us 

Me: please don’t send a limo okay I don’t feel like explaing my friends why i’m in a limo and there my best friend that they don’t even know my family messed up past like my grandfather was a gangster like he killed peolpe who messed with him and if my friends knew that they wouldn’t even talk to me

Grandma: do you know that we don’t even the gang my brother has it my dad didn’t want us to have it anyway I don’t know how he got it anyway 

I grabbed my phone and a small pruse and put my wallet and other stuff in there when we got there a down stairt I walked down and grabbed a ice coffee and a cake and the car with the driver in the front like come on grandma we can drive our self like we both can drive and I want to drive more the black was parked in the driveway my dad won’t let me because of parkway gang 

Me: grandma I want to drive 

Grandma: no okay 

Me: why I want to okay you know what I need to be alone okay I can drive 

I went up stairts and pushed myself on the bed and rolled my eyes I needed someone to talk to someone anyone just not my grandma at this point in time I don’t know I called Sebastain

Me: hey I just need to calls someone anyone i’m sorry I called  you it was bad idea 

Sebastain: no it fine let talk 

Me: I want to drivw but they think that there street gang that what wrong with it like come it my family life why shouldn’t I be a life for me or a choice abiut the life I want to be able to have a choice can we meet 

Sebastain: yeah where 

Me: hollywood sign or we can walk around the walk of fame 

I hung up on him after we were done talked My grandma was out for the night she had to gathering in new york something about the gamg there family bunsiness but I was alone for a two weeks while she had to deal with that and that was the last I heared also she left a card the always being updated with money on it when I got to the walk of fame where I was meeting him at the fame walk and I got into his car 

Me: I think I want to be a part of my family gang 

Sebastain: no okay don’t there no reason you should be in a gang okay 

Me: it fine I hate when peolpe choses my life for me like come on it my f*****g life I should have a say in it 

Sebastain: Liz don’t okay gang are dangrouse you should 

Me: yeah I know Sebastain it my family life not mine okay 

I just wanted to live my life be happy my mom was she happy I just want to be happy and I don’t know I want to do the right thing

Me: I just want to forget thing all the bad maybe forget our Sebastain: you would forget us 

Me: well I don’t know one side yes and maybe an no I just don’t know let me drive 

Sebastain: in a safe part okay that it 

Me: thank you okay I mean it thank you for letting me drive let go 

He started to drive yes I was going to drive today finally someone trust me to drive thank you Sebastain but I think about it when he said would I forget us I don’t kown well I do I know what the answer is when we got a parking lot 

Me: I think about everything okay and no I wouldn’t forget if I could  well if it was for you saftey I would cause my grandma just proved to me how powerful my family is and I can’t let you get hurt you okay whatever feeling I have they need to put them aside 

Sebastain: forget them okay it only about the two peolpe in this car you and me 

Me: yeah okay you know what I will contact an uber it was wrong idea for us to be alone with our break and all yeah I should go 

A million thing were pouring in my head like I don’t know what to say do I just walked I felt like I was beging follwed and he really dose not know what leave me alone mean 

Sebastain: Lizzie I want to talk okay let just talk 

Me: about what how I thought this break was a dumb thing I didn’t want it to happen by it to protect you from them and I want to be with you Sebastain but I can’t 

Sebastain: forget them it about it about us okay you and me Sebastain and Lizzie 

Me: yeah can you drive them back 

Sebastain: no I will not 

Me: what do you mean no

Sebastain: your going to drive 

Me: your funny okay 

Sebastain: as you said it life choice drive Liz

Me: okay you didn’t hear this from me but Justin still throwing you a party 

Sebastain: were going to stay away from him fir a while

Me: why what happend 

Sebastain: it nothing important okay 

Me: okay fine got it