To my bad luck, the landline was disconnected. I don't know why I'm careless with my phone because I haven't found it ever since I came back here and I've been pretty reluctant to buy another one and it's come to bite me in the ass. I went back to Simon's room, and I slept next to him. I have so many fears when it comes to him because I feel like I'm going to lose him. maybe I'm being selfish because at the end of the day, sideline is his mother, but I can't help but be paranoid about the things that she said in her diary. I don't even know how and when I fell asleep, but when I woke up, it was pretty dark outside, and Simon wasn't by my side. because of my fear, l ran out of the room, and I found myself downstairs, but what I saw had me standing there. same times things like this make

