I did it… I kissed her. I finally truly kissed her. I chuckle to myself as I rub my thumb across my lips. I still feel the softness of her mouth on my own as I close my eyes and remember just how wonderful she felt in my arms. Do I want this? Do I want her? No, I need her. I need her in my life and I need her to understand that. I inhale deeply as I hear the water start to run. I know she is going to make the bathroom steam because of how hot she likes her showers. I know she is going to scrub her body well because she loves to be clean.
I shake my head and rub my hand over my face. I’ve got to get the laundry started. I stand up and move out to the living room as I start to find all of the dirty laundry. I pick it up as I go and throw it all into the washer. I add all of her detergents
