Kyla
It is happening this weekend! Carlos is telling my brother about us. They are going camping. I am not sure if telling him when they are in the middle of the woods, alone, is a good idea, but Carlos is insisting. He has made up his mind, and I have no way of changing it. Yes, it has to be done, but I would much prefer somewhere safer, with other people. A part of me is considering finding a way to go with them, but it would be too suspicious. I need to trust that all will be okay. Well, not okay. It isn’t going to go well. I hope it doesn’t get physical.
The last few days have been a lot. When Carlos told me he loved me, I wasn’t sure if I felt the same or if I was ready to say those words to him. My fears got the best of me. But, watching him walk away, even if it was just for a mo
