Kyla
I have my date with Carlos tonight. I am considering canceling on him, though. We aren’t supposed to be going on proper dates. It wasn’t part of the deal. He seemed to have been too into planning the date. It is sweet, yes, but I don’t know if I can go through with it. However, I will feel like a b***h if I cancel on him because of the effort he has put in.
I groan in frustration. I don’t know what the right thing is. I could tell him I was sick, but he may not believe me since he only saw me a couple of hours ago. One date can’t hurt, right? I know we have had ones inside, but going out on for a date feels different. I shouldn’t have agreed in the first place. I can’t understand why he wanted to do it.
I grab my cell to call Melody. I need some advice, and she will be upfront w
