Jake’s P.O.V
Why do I keep f*****g up like this? I have completely blown everything, probably ruined our friendship too and I have no one else to blame but myself. She kissed me back! That just f****d with my head even more. I wish she would have slapped me instead, maybe that would have slapped some sense into me. I headed to the closest bar, switching my phone off in case I get drunk and do something else stupid like telling Tyler or Peyton what I did. I think I may need to break up with Peyton until I sort my head out, she doesn’t deserve this.
I took a seat at the bar, the bartender comes to me cause the place was quite empty anyway.
“Scotch, neat and keep them coming,” I said
“Sure thing.” He said heading off to get my first drink.
This was probably not my bed idea, getting d
