I was demotivated by what I read and I just needed some time for myself Luckily Griffin was watching Keith so I didn't have to worry about him which is why I made a worse decision you could have possibly made which was to go out without any supervision and without telling anybody especially knowing who could be outside.
I can't believe I forgot to even ask Griffin what he decided to do with the information that I gave him and he didn't give out any indication that he didn't trust me.
There was a route I usually take when I wanted to go out and get some air and I used that same one today. I kept bashing myself for even doing this but I've just been so cooped up that I can't even cope especially with the amount of reading I've done today I feel like I need to take a break and get some me t
