Alaia I exhaled as I left my office, heading to meet Nick before his trip. We needed to coordinate what will be developed this month. Will and Ash were busy or something was going on with them, so they couldn't attend the meeting. I haven't seen the father of my children since last week, which was my birthday, and I decided not to go to his house. Although my mind kept bombarding me with thoughts of what might have happened that night and the countless times our bodies met when we were married. I remembered my first time with him and the day I got pregnant with twins. I already had an idea of when it happened. I closed my eyes and pushed those thoughts out of my mind, though they become more frequent each day, like ghosts you can't get rid of no matter how hard you try. I got out of the

